ALONE

ALONE   Alone:  apart,  you are with noone; full of only yourself and your own thoughts. Alone: forgetting god is always here. God is always here, we are never really alone but...   Lonely:  Reaching for anything, making things up,talking to the kitty cat, I am having nightmares, and forgetting: Forgetting all the people that love me.   Lost:  someone refers to me as  lonely and for the first time I realize, "I guess I Am lonely...I didn't feel lonely, I guess I am."   Talking to strangers. Grasping for hugs, but always wanting another hug, I want another one, and another... Remembering, yes remembering, god is always here. I will not be alone forever!   Being strong! Knowing that I am alone by choice, that I left "him" because he was not "the one", better to be Lonely and doing the right thing than with someone for the wrong reasons.   I will not be alone forever...There will be time for love again...   God enters the darkest rooms.